DISCLAIMER

I feel I should write a disclaimer about some of what you will read here. This blog is an outlet for me. It is a way to express my frustration with religion as well as what I have learned along the way. Some of what I say may come across as harsh. My apologies, but this is a place where I can say exactly what I'm thinking where I can't anywhere else. By reading this, you are seeing how my mind works in frustration, in revelation, in joy... This is a safe place for me to express what's on my heart. Unfortunately, what I have to say is not always sunshine and roses. Sometimes it comes across so frankly that you may perceive me to be rude. Keep in mind that what you read is only a PORTION of who I am. Unless you know me, you do not see how I interact with others. You don't see my smile or my tears. You don't know how my heart grieves or rejoices. What you see is simply my views on religion and my frustrations with it. So please don't judge me completely by what you see here.

Want to see a softer side? Check out my other blog for my Beloved. Maybe that will give you a glimpse of the love in my heart for my future husband. Though it is a very limited blog at this time, it is only a sample of what I have written to him. I have been writing letters to my Beloved since 2002. If that isn't love for someone I've never met, I don't know what is. They are the one thing in my life that I have been consistent in doing. They express my deepest longings, my struggles, and my joys. Many are much too personal to post. But what you see is a sample of my heart for him.