Thursday, July 14, 2011

"Oxymoronic" (12/23/2008)

I'm suffocating myself 
trying so hard to breathe. 
I've shackled myself to this prison 
as I keep fighting to leave. 
I'm committing suicide 
struggling just to live. 
And I'm holding onto this grudge 
So I can finally forgive. 

It's ironic, don't you see? 
Oxymoronic, that's just me. 
Isn't it so sweet, so coy... 
that everything that I love, I destroy. 

I'm gasping for air 
as I'm holding my breath. 
I'm planning to live my life 
as I approach my death. 
I'm pushing you away 
So I can hold you close. 
I'm smiling cheerfully 
Because I'm feeling morose. 

It's so ironic 
So oxymoronic 
Don't you see 
that's just me 
Isn't it so romantic, so coy 
that my love is what gets destroyed.

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